happy birthday to me :)

i would just like to thank... sean, tyler, der, just, and mia for saving my life last night when i died for those 10 minutes <3

me and geo went to new jersey

not for break steak's

but the next best thing

TO SEE MAXINE!!! i love her so much i miss her already




her mom kicked us out for throwing a stupid soda can out the window

werwerwerwerwerwerwerwerwerwerwerwerwerwerwerwerwer

so yea pretty much the flu sucks

i've thrown up like 34504 times

well today wasnt a good day at all
first 8 of us planned to drive to new jersey to go to white castle which i loved...
come this morning i was excited to go, untill i looked at my comptuer and find a message saying Billy Der died in a car accident

omg i was so upset

everyone at school was crying

people are all wearing black hat's in for him tomorrow at school

me and 5 other's are all getting a tattoo for him on our arm's

we will miss you billy

sooooo its christmas it was exciting i liked it alot.. i got a phone and a camera... they were the main gift's

but i got some pretty sweet gloves with mice on the end of them, i think there pretty hot. I also got alot of chocolate covered pretzel's b/c there like my favorite, i got new computer stuff (all wireless..) i got a new headset for counter strike......... i got counter strike source which looks really nice.

well merry christmas to you all

here's some pictures from my christmas






ME


TREE


SHELBY


CHOCOLATE


AMANDA'S BUTT


JOHN


MOM


GRANDMOM


AMANDA


ORNAMENT


GRANDPA

OMG I LOVE IT

when the scene's in the crib ma
mosh it like it's hot
mosh it like it's hot
mosh it like it's hot
and when the bleach try to get at you
part it like it's hot
part it like it's hot
part it like it's hot
and when the camo get an attitude
pop it like it's hot
pop it like it's hot
pop it like it's hot
i got the scars on my arms and pourin' blood down
and i got the best bangs cuz i got it goin' on
i'm a nice dude with some nice dreams
see these baby blues? hear my band's scream?
at the thrift store, got a 3 dollar coat
that's louder than what's comin out my throat
the phantom, exterior like fish eggs
interior like suicide wrist red
i can teach you, this can be your scene ed
cheat on your man ma', that's how he'll get ahizzead
scenester with the beat, i know scenesters in the street
with the pants that'll make you hardcore dance in the street
so don't try to run up on my plugs talking all that straightxedge shit
trying to pass me shit
when my niggas fill ya sweata vest they ain't gonna ask me shit
you should cry about it
take a second
matter fact, you should cry for me
and think about the time you copied my hair's bleach
I'm a scenesta, but y'all knew that
the small girl pants, yeah i had to do that
i keep my hair spiked only on the back side
bangs to the left side
yeah, that's the scene side
ain't no other way to play the game the way i play
i cut so much you thought i was a DJ
two
one
yep, three
find me on M-Y-S-P-A-C-E
I just fake it, can't break it and when i take it
see i specialize in makin all the girls on my list get naked
so add your friends, all of y'all come inside
i got a new bathroom mirror right here, show one eye
so don't move the hizzle
rat it up a little
i got a file full of fine dime pixels
waiting on the pizzle, the dizzle and th shizzle
G's to the bizzack now scene girls, here we gizzo
i'm a bad boy, with alotta bros
cut my own scars, got alotta clothes
i hang out xTUFFx, i'm a real boss
big scene kid, yeah he's so sharp
on the late night streets and in the hardxcore pits
if you get too close you're bound to get hit
oh you got some brass, so you wanna pop back
Avenged Sevenfold, now nigga stop that
see my shoes, now i'm on the move
your troop's cryin, now you on the the booze
they can't find you and now they diss you
must i remind you i'm only here to twist you
roundhouse kick you, dip you then flip you
and dance to this motherfuckin music we pit to
prescribe nigga, find yo issue
baby, come close, let me see how you get noosed

my computer finally died, its sad... now i loose all my music b/c i have to re do EVERYTHING.. sucks to be me

:)

IM LOVING LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!

b/c she's here

:)
<3
<3
<3
<3
<3

last night at fletcher's was amazing...

IM SO HAPPY!

k

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in.
4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

i miss her

hmm... so i now know that maria doesnt like me at all... she wont talk to me, she never wants to do anything

maybe it was a lost cause all along.. who would have thought that she would actually like me... a kid..

one kiss, people say good bye with a kiss

heh... i wish she cared

whatever, im done